working and life is a total match. sometimes, i wish i didnt start working. its just so tiring. but i enjoyed every moment of it. learnt alot and met many different people from all woks of life. moreover, my work place(to me), doesnt have a lot of politics. the people there are generally nice people. wonder how my future work place will be like. i am a very competitve person so i wont be contented to be in a place for long. i want to achieve more and more, i want to reach my peak. maybe you will think that i am ambitious. that is true. i am ambitious. i want to achieve a whole lot more. i want to stand at the top of the sky and look at all that i have done and give myself a pat at the back. after that, i will be contented to just step back and enjoy life. i dont want to be a little no body. so i guess my future work place will be really fun(to me at the very least).

-i am young and i have my goals-

work

yoyoyoz.. chee yong here. wondering how's life with all of you all.. i guess only about 2 to 3 viewers are reading. so yepz. some kind if question ya? hmm.. life is work for me. going to do relief teaching at AJ soon. hope so lah. cos mr ong just asked me to go back to help. since i am free(tt week at the very least). can get to meet mr lim again. wondering how the students will think of me when i go back. thinking of how i should handle them. there is also a possibility that i might be rejected but well.. its all up to fate.
life at work is ... normal.. maybe i should just stop acting crazy and be normal abit. but well.. the mood at work is always so boring.. i wanna enjoy my work.. yepz.. so...
my working buddies are all very fun ppl and i hope they are okay with me and are not irritated by my craziness. hope so ba.. maybe i am thinking too much again but ya.. it doesnt hurt to think more.. hmm.. it does hurt... irony ya.
i really dont know what the hell am i blogging for since my life is so predictable.. i miss drinking and i miss odac.. i miss doing proposals. life has got to move on but i wish that i can just go back. although i had trouble doing my homework but i had my many friends there. now at work, i have friends too but we just met and..
fuck.. i dont know wha the hell i am saying.. getting damn tired.. wanna rest but cant sleep.. sianz.. life is life. and once again i dont know what i am typing. nvrm.. shall sign off here.

friends and just friends

best friends i have 2.
they are so different.
one is like those guy to guy type of best friend. we dont need to talk much we dont need to see each other much but when the tie comes, we understand each other. i find that this type of friend are the rarest cos we have to totally understnad each other. its hard for me to talk to my relative or my some-so-called-close-friends when we didnt meet each other for a long time. but he and me have no problem and i am super fortunate to have him as a best friend.
the other is more of a typical best friend ba. he and me talk often. i guess i have to maintain my relationship with him. cos he is different from the first. but however, i like him alot too(in a way of best friend) and i dont mind talking to him. and its nice to have someone to talk to who knows alot abt u and can give plenty of suggestions to u. different from alvin but similar in different ways.

to me both of them are important in my life and i treasure them.
just wanna dedicate this blog to them who made my life lah. without them, hmm, life will be so boring. yepz.