I love to stare in the sky and look at the many stars above me. Looking up. Ideas, sometimes guilt, pain, sadness, happiness all running through my mind. I wonder why i think when i stare into the sky, or into the ceiling for the fact when i am at home. It seems natural for me to think. Sometimes, i will just close my eyes and image myself within the stars in the sky. Will i ever be able to reach for the one i like? No, i guess its impossible. Adidas said that impossible is nothing. I beg to differ. How i wish impossible is nothing and everything can be achieve by just sheer determination. That has never happen to me yet. I hope it happens. Then i will definately go and buy adidas product. Hahaz.
I have many "friends". How many are true friends that will talk their heart and speak their sorrow and in return listen to my true-felt words? Not much i guess. Friendship is built on a common platform. But can we be friends even though we are very different? I guess so. Looking at my 2 best friends who are so different from each other. i guess people are different. But they are still my best friends no matter what. Best friend -2- irony ya? But who cares. I don't give a damn. As long as i like it.
I am confused but i will persevere.
Let's talk about some happy things :)
I love soccer. Especially with super duper good friends. Seriously, i lack the skills and what. But i love it and that's all that matters to me. I was once described as charging bull(or is it oil tank?). can't really remember. Looking at my size, you will understand what it means. Yepz, i just ram my way into the defense.
I was blamed in secondary 2 for failing to block the shot and resulted in my class getting kicked out of the inter-class competition. I think we got second. I was blamed in secondary 4(together with Eugene, on of my very good friend) for not being able to tackle the person with the ball. I think we got second again. I remember i never gotten first before. I led my team to a second for the frisbee tournament during secondary 4. Hahaz. But the fact is i enjoyed the game, before getting blamed that is. Being in defense is a great pressure. When attacking, you can afford to miss, but when in defense, you cannot afford to miss. Super pressure. What's worse is that i am in central defense. However, defending with Eugene is something special. I had the build and he had the speed. We are a horror to the attack(i guess). It was a freak case that we conceded that goal. Miscommunication. My team(secondary 4 team) never really conceded any goal(should be because of us ba?) Aerial balls were my specialty(clearance). Please notice the word "were". However, after reading so much, don't have high expectation of my soccer, i am not as good as any of the Anderson School Team. Neither am i very good in fact compared to others. However, even though i am not good, i love it very much. Its a very beautiful game. I hope i can play forever.
In the end, it matters. Alot
