Fool?

I just spoke to a friend. Or rather, someone which i thought is a friend.

Somehow, he is doing well, freelancing at a local advertising company, earning some money and also exposing himself to the marketing world. I, then, asked myself. Is it really good to start a business now, with no knowledge whatsoever of the market and what the world outside is like. Am I behind my peers in terms of knowledge and exposure? How do I catch up with them?

With that thinking, I started to ask more, in an attempt to learn more from him. I admit that perhaps, I wasn't too interested in the industry before. I am not fully aware of what is going on in this industry. And that naivety showed. I got dissed. He told me that I am not made out for this industry if I don't even understand it, that perhaps I should look for other opportunities. Honestly, I am pissed. Fucking pissed. You shall see one day that I will make it.

"Ask and be a fool for five. Don't ask and be a fool for life."

By doing what he did, he motivated me. I will do it and I will make it.

Honeymoon?

My Dreams
I hope to constantly miss you, hope to constantly think about you, hope to always never let you go. Is that possible?

Honeymoon Period
Always, people have mentioned that the honeymoon period is the sweetest and that after that comes a session of fights, arguments and perhaps separation. I really don't have any idea. I want this honeymoon period to last forever. What can I do to make this last? What must I do? Shall make a mental note to never take her for granted. Never.

Building Memories
These 2 (close to 3) weeks have been a journey for me. Memories which I have never built with anyone before. It is so new and yet, so refreshing.

A new beginnning

A new phase of life which I have never experienced before. It seems so unreal.

First of all, am i good enough? This is something which I have been asking myself for a while. Is my history, my capabilities good enough? How can I work harder to become good enough. Somehow or rather, I am worried that this might become a very real reason in the future.

Secondly, what are the issues of future concerns? Here are just 2 main issues which have been bugging me.
1. Money: My future, our future. Can I provide? I used to think that money will never be a concern. However, being practical, I guess this is one reasons why many people don't work out.

2. Interest: I want to be an entrepreneur. It signifies uncertainty, time, effort. Will there be any repercussions? How should I shape my future goals?

Thirdly, change. I read somewhere that the biggest challenge to a couple is change. How will I change? Will it have an impact.

Somehow or rather, I wonder if I am thinking too much? Enjoy the moment? Yes, I am. However, I do believe that there wont be any future without thinking about it now. I don't want to leave things to chance and luck. I want to succeed. I want to work it out.

Impossible is Nothing.