Forget

I am ready. Or not. It doesnt matter. I will forget. Everything. And present a new me.

On the other note, i just won my first winter league match. We won. Great job to the team. However, i just cannot find myself to celebrate my win. I know playing while sick affects my fitness and judgement. I did just that. Did i know that i will jeopardize my team? Yes i did. BUT I PLAYED ANYWAY. assisted one, D one. i want to get well soon. i want to contribute. i want to be in the team.

The Sail

Mugging in The Sail is always something enjoyable. Not that i have been here very often, just twice. However, the experience of mugging here is wonderful. Quiet, with no one walking by. Spacious room, unlike squeezy and small GSR. Wonderful scenery. Alright, not that wonderful due to the many constructions around the area. Bird's Eye view of the city.

FA just concluded itself 4 hours ago. I can feel my A- flying away. Anyway, its not flying away. Its gone. To keep my scholarship, i MUST secure an A- for both Management Accounting and Corporate Reporting, not to say my 3.4 GPA. They seemed so tough to me now. Its an uphill task. I will buck up now.

Time to mug for BGS...

smu10

i love my smu10 team. they are efficient, hard working, discipline and smart. not the managers though. too rigid and i feel they restrict my team's creativity. spoken to them. doesnt work. look like life's gonna get tougher.

tough times dont last. tough men do.

Courtesy

Maybe i have been with my Odacians for too long. Maybe its just me. However, i feel that the new bunch of people i have met have very little regards for courtesy. Or maybe its due to different family background or different culture, different age and maturity or even different lifestyle.

My bunch of Odacians have come to my house to stayover many many times. After eating, we will clear up the plates, empty the trash, wash the bowls, wipe the floor. We will make sure the family is as undisturbed as possible. We will ensure that we leave the place in the same condition as we came here. Is it because we are Odacians(Mr Lim taught us well?). But it couldnt because i notice the same thing with alvin and my other friends.

Not with this current bunch of friends. they treat themselves like kings and queens in other people's home. They expect things to be cleared for them, they expect the owner to serve them, they expect this, they expect that. late at night now, and i hear the demands of mahjong without the slightest hint of disturbing the family, i hear the noise level escalating without considering the number of people in bed(including our friends). ultimately, they lost my respect of them in this area.

Sometimes, spare a thought more for others. Dont be a spoilt brat.

Friends and Frisbee and Work

I find it increasingly hard to manage my friends, frisbee and Work.

Am i performing well enough? i dont think so. scholar? i duno if i am worthy of being a scholar with my mugging skills. laziness is setting in. i know things are going to be tough. it has alreayd been tough. the rest of them are so strong. mugging and working and involve in their own world. i seem to be something different. where is my mugger sense? where is my attitude to get my summa cum laude.

i dont want to let myself down. i wnat to do my mother proud. i want to be the best.

frisbee is a fun sport. i am getting to like it more and more. soccer is still the best though but no kaki anymore. SIBEI SIAN. i miss my sunday soccer session. where are u all people. i hope i can become damn zai in frisbee. i have no speed. i have no skill. i have no height. hahaz. all i have is my motivation to excel and my determination to succeed. and i will.

alvin, best friend. always. haiz. mentioning alvin is becos i thought of old times. so carefree. miss those days. npcc, odac. i feel so stranger to my odac ppl now. maybe i didnt make enough effort to bind them together. i never had the charisma. i hope i have. its just not in me. haiz. why cant my friend last. i hope alvin will last. the feeling with him horz(best fren feeling dont anyhow think) never changed for me. even till now. dont know if it did for him. life is different. we are different. hope some things always stays.

mum, my most respected person in my life. i will do you proud.

Blog

Nowadays, i guess i am blogging more.

I think i like a gal. hahaz. i hope my friends that see this dont niao me. hahaz. especially MR LI. hahaz. erm, but no chance, ppl complicated and going to be red.

give up? dont know.

weird day. hope all my frens remain happy.

exam coming. work hard ppl