Courtesy

Maybe i have been with my Odacians for too long. Maybe its just me. However, i feel that the new bunch of people i have met have very little regards for courtesy. Or maybe its due to different family background or different culture, different age and maturity or even different lifestyle.

My bunch of Odacians have come to my house to stayover many many times. After eating, we will clear up the plates, empty the trash, wash the bowls, wipe the floor. We will make sure the family is as undisturbed as possible. We will ensure that we leave the place in the same condition as we came here. Is it because we are Odacians(Mr Lim taught us well?). But it couldnt because i notice the same thing with alvin and my other friends.

Not with this current bunch of friends. they treat themselves like kings and queens in other people's home. They expect things to be cleared for them, they expect the owner to serve them, they expect this, they expect that. late at night now, and i hear the demands of mahjong without the slightest hint of disturbing the family, i hear the noise level escalating without considering the number of people in bed(including our friends). ultimately, they lost my respect of them in this area.

Sometimes, spare a thought more for others. Dont be a spoilt brat.

Friends and Frisbee and Work

I find it increasingly hard to manage my friends, frisbee and Work.

Am i performing well enough? i dont think so. scholar? i duno if i am worthy of being a scholar with my mugging skills. laziness is setting in. i know things are going to be tough. it has alreayd been tough. the rest of them are so strong. mugging and working and involve in their own world. i seem to be something different. where is my mugger sense? where is my attitude to get my summa cum laude.

i dont want to let myself down. i wnat to do my mother proud. i want to be the best.

frisbee is a fun sport. i am getting to like it more and more. soccer is still the best though but no kaki anymore. SIBEI SIAN. i miss my sunday soccer session. where are u all people. i hope i can become damn zai in frisbee. i have no speed. i have no skill. i have no height. hahaz. all i have is my motivation to excel and my determination to succeed. and i will.

alvin, best friend. always. haiz. mentioning alvin is becos i thought of old times. so carefree. miss those days. npcc, odac. i feel so stranger to my odac ppl now. maybe i didnt make enough effort to bind them together. i never had the charisma. i hope i have. its just not in me. haiz. why cant my friend last. i hope alvin will last. the feeling with him horz(best fren feeling dont anyhow think) never changed for me. even till now. dont know if it did for him. life is different. we are different. hope some things always stays.

mum, my most respected person in my life. i will do you proud.

Blog

Nowadays, i guess i am blogging more.

I think i like a gal. hahaz. i hope my friends that see this dont niao me. hahaz. especially MR LI. hahaz. erm, but no chance, ppl complicated and going to be red.

give up? dont know.

weird day. hope all my frens remain happy.

exam coming. work hard ppl

Lights

And so... I am lost. hahaz. lost in the jungle.

i still remember singing 10 green bottles in ubin with my CIs, my buddies and meee-eeee. rolling in the mud, doing push up. going to the hall to sleep because of the ant's nest. kayaking. being very fat. more push ups. playing soccer. bondage king. mr david chen's class. cycling at some traffic police thing.

past... the woes of the present and future. how i miss the carefree life of the past.

so near yet so far

the car sped over a distance of 120km at a speed of 200km/hr just to meet this orange light. Should i chiong or just stop because i could foresee a red light.

so near yet so far.

Times

As time past in the hectic lifestyle of university, i began to have doubts over myself and what i stand for.

i remembered my goals when i just started university.

1. Summa Cum Laude
2. None else

So have i been working hard towards it? No, i do not think so. i am so engross into the university culture. Girl chasing. Note that there is no S. Frisbee. Projects. My friends.

Studies are often thrown to the back of the mind.

Readjustment of goals. I can do it.

Down

Jay Sean (feat.Lil Wayne) - Down

Baby are you down down down down down,
Downnnnnnn, downnnnnnn,
Even if the sky is falling down,
Downnnnn, downnnnn
Ooohhh (ohhh)

You oughta know,
Tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show,
I wanna see how you lose control,
So leave it behind, cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape.

So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely,
Even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Dowwwnnnnn, Dowwnnnnn,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Downnnnn, Downnnnnn,
Even if the sky is falling down,

Just let it be,
Come on and bring your body next to me,
I'll take you away, hey,
Turn this place into our private getaway,
So leave it behind 'cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape,
(So why don't we run away)

Baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely,
Even if the sk

Soaring in the sky

I want to soar in the deep blue sky. Careless and Free. But is it true eagles are careless and free?

Intro to Econs

And so i am stuck in the econs lecture. where i dont know anything at all. wat the fuck right. and the prof is gonna start talking.

and i just finished a fucked up quiz. i am so dead.

i want to love econs. but its getting hard for me