sick

sick. i passed by the place twice. the place where i screwed up. the last place.

Over?

Not.

Alone

Sometimes, it is difficult to let go. Wonder if it is because it is this loneliness driving me?

Who cares. Life is just fucked up anyway. Time to take a chill pill!

So it ended

After so long, it is still unforgettable.

Wonder why.

I guess its time to let go.

I tried to be friends, but to no anvil.

So I isolated.


Breathe.

Limit

There is only so much one can take. I guess i have reached my limits.

Radio Silence

Radio silence doesn't mean that i dont want to talk to you. It just means that I am trying to set a rule for myself to follow to ensure that I don't. The more i talk, the more i feel sad. It is a fucked up feeling so i rather be in this state right now. The state where i try and envision what you are doing and how you are feeling but i rather not know.

Somehow or rather, my left ankle hurts after my short afternoon nap. walking is a problem. What the fuck. I still wanna run tonight. Seems like the plan has to be postpone. Fucked up.

Unremovable

This is just getting from bad to bad. Unremovable thoughts and feelings. Wondering if there is reinforcement from typing this.

I guess it is not a bad thing after all.