Radio Silence

Radio silence doesn't mean that i dont want to talk to you. It just means that I am trying to set a rule for myself to follow to ensure that I don't. The more i talk, the more i feel sad. It is a fucked up feeling so i rather be in this state right now. The state where i try and envision what you are doing and how you are feeling but i rather not know.

Somehow or rather, my left ankle hurts after my short afternoon nap. walking is a problem. What the fuck. I still wanna run tonight. Seems like the plan has to be postpone. Fucked up.