Useless

I dont know why blog so much nowadays. Perhaps it is because i need to say something out but i dont want anyone to see or hear it.

Kind of feel useless now. Reason? Nah, i dont want to share on this blog too. Just dejected. Somehow or rather, i dont feel the same nowadays. More affected by her feelings and action. Its not a good thing.

Her words and actions really affect me a lot. Not a good sign. Or is it? Confused.