Reservist

Reservist was fucking busy. 3 packs in 4 days. that's not a small amount to me. Throat hurt like crazy now but it doesnt matter.

Only wanted to come out and talk to her. However, smsed but no reply. never appear on msn too. Maybe she blocked me.

I guess its the end now.not really happy. wont be. time might heal it. Now, focus on business as usual. Maybe working extremely hard will get me off this fucked up feeling. songs arent helping also.