regrets

regrets over myself. why am i such a lousy brother? y cant i do some things well? y cant i...

sometimes, just fall into this pit holes where i drown myself. y cant i be better. u can say there is no perfect man in this world. but y cant there be? maybe because we are not god. i dont believe in god. maybe because.. there is no because. it is a fact people just accept and forget. feeling very sucky now. cant sleep although i want to. dont really want to talk to anyone.

drown myself in this hole and hope to be reborn tommorow. otherwise, i can continue drowning until the day i die.